feeling down...
arghz... so restless now... so many things seems to jam up... dunno where to start n how to start... shit.. i'm whining again... arRgGhzzz........TM i hv no shit idea how to start n research(e part i sux at it). wanting to go STB again but cant find any1 to accompany me... sobs.. other ppl seem to hv clear idea wat to do but dun seem to b able to say it out... or mayb i'm thinking too much...
DT... although i kinda noe wat is gng on, my part sort of easiest but e last part... sure clash w my TM proj... how...
tmr got trg.. gotta go.. DAMN IT~!!!!! y everyhing is cuming at e wrg time??!!
e only gd thing tdy is tt saw e guy again~ since yr 1 hv been seeing him ard canteen 1. kinda gd looking, but hv no idea who he is~ nvm contented to juz look at him~ somethings are better to b left tis way, hv more room for imagination. knowing some1 too well may not b a gd thing....
now not really in top condition nor mood... restless, short-tempered, losing focus.....
can a martian cum here n kidnap me to some planet w no clzes no work to do n nvr send me back here???