tired
was working temp ytd w val ch n alex. was fun, ppl friendly n funny, esp tt sunshin sis~haha~ i guess tis joke we noe lah~ ;p pay was ok~ more then i could earn on my reg parttime job.tis days been avoiding reality... keep myself blank: tv all day, work, slp eat. no time to let my brain idle n think abt future. coz i dunno wat to do after poly. dad n mum bro keep asking me... help.. i really dunno... usually ans for ppl will be Uni, for me is not tt i dun wan. is e money matter n ability matter... haiz... really wish time would juz pause n let me be wat i am now. i noe i sound useless, but to me my future is really a blur to me. those rich kids, gd for u, able to ans easily: go overseas loh......duh....
i wish i've got a genie now n let me make wishes... or even juz someone would b able to handle my future for me.....
my mind is in a whirl........................................... needa strg borad shoulder to lean on.....