tots abt bgr...
tdy tammy told me again abt elliot may wan to ask me out on vday. haiz.. i really dowan loh...nvr seen b4, tok face to face b4, dunno him at all. i will SCARED one loh... me n my phobia... :s
to get involved into a relationship i muz noe him well. muz b able to communicate at ease.
there was 1 n now i hv to start my search again. it takes time to find, time to venture, time to blossom.
left my emotions n tots here...
n now while blogging i am tokin to MD on msn abt pitying myself to hv to put up w ppl shit..
i tot i cld hold back my tears (as my bro is next to my using his com),
but finally i cant... i cried... its been long time since i cried... though few drops only...
its enuff to send me to depression... why ppl hv to do tis to me?... everybody hv a life u noe...
pls let me hv mine. dun barge into my world, dun disturb me unnecessarily, dun whine to me tat often.. DUN........
*omg.. as i typed my tears contd to churn n welling up my eyes... pls stop... lil elly... b strg.. dun cry... nth to cry abt... wat make me keep crying?? i really dunno... hv i bottled too much up?...