bubbly no more...
sighx... was in lib tdy, ppl telling jokes i telling jokes...but no one seem to get my joke.
n reason being i am not bubbly.
har! ironic thing is tat...
since young till sec3 ppl use bubbly & cheerful to describe me.
after after tt yi told me tat my smiles n laughters seem to be missing nowadays.
n now?
i am bubbly no more. *hurt*
tis set me to thinking...
izzit true tt as i age, my freq of laughters n smiles decreases too?...
n sometimes i really feel tt i cant laugh heartily w/o thinkg or worrying abt smtg else.
dumb right? laughing out loud w frens n stuff, worry abt stuff at e back of my mind.
wth. wat kind of life am i leading? crazy.... arghzzzZZzzz.... one of my emo days again.
not tt i dowan to smile n laugh... if i do tt... my ex-boss told me i wld b projectg an image tat i'm not mature and realiable enuff... wth... wat u wan me to do den??
wear a mask?
juz ignore me. i juz need get tis off my chest.