crying out of e blue
saw yuz blog abt crying out of e blue.i noe e feeling too n been thru too.
i suppose its all e suppressed feelings inside juz got no more space to squeeze anymore n decided to burst all out, till i duno wat i am crying for n sad abt.
i guess tis happens once in a while; esp when i tot i am fine...
which i am not n i dun noe.
idiotic huhz?
when my frens noe it, they will surely say can come find them tok mah.
but i juz dun wan to.
coz i dunno y e words n exact feelings juz dun seem to right when its outta my mouth.
i juz cant bring myself to tell ppl how i feel exactly.
why? i don't know too.
sometimes i find myself toking to myself w/o realizing it.
n yes... its true n getting worst too.
previously i only tok to myself in e mind. den tok to myself w no 1 ard using my voice.
n now... on bus rides alone i can juz tok to myself n smile to myself.
OMG... i think gng nuts soon.
or mayb mentally ill.. haa...
who noes 1 day u might find LYLY in WB Mental Hosp.
so ppl, if 1 day u catch me laughing to myself or toking to myself pls tell me.
haa... i think i really sound mentally ill/sick man...so shit...