LOSS
at LOSS is the word i was looking for to describe my feelings at that point of time*everytime in fact*
am i right to set the deadline? expiry date?
have i spent not enuff time on tis?
i don't noe if i'm doing the rite thing.
n tis time i am not telling any1 abt it,
shall not let any comments sway me animore.
FIRM i shall stay.
thou shall have to learnt to let go when it's time to...