zombi-fied?
piled with tonnes of school work lately.
until i didn't manage to finish studying for my BB test and
juz went in for it.
but it came out that... i feel that study ornot is still the same.
come to think about it, worst thing is that..
i was NOT A BIT panicky when i didn't finish studying and
didn't know how to do the qns...
gosh... i think after last semester's MR 'experience',
i'm already 刀枪不入 liao.
oso for PM paper tdy.
i didn't finish revising my pratices paperS last nite,
cant believe that i can juz turn in and don't give a damn about it...
darn... what am i becoming to?!@
oso, lately my emotions is like... emotion-less.
something close to zombi-fied.
i don't feel sad, happy, angry or breatheless anymore...
thats really scary to realise that...
n that's really VERY not ME for being NON-panicky.
those who know me well enough are clear abt my
severe terminal diease of panic-ness...
sighz...
i really wish to pause the time now and
steal a moment of rest from eveything.
be it physically, psychologically or spiritually...
oOomMmm...
*see me now?*
*now u don't!*
even if you do, co-operate lah.
say din see me lah. k?
*chuckles*~*skips around*
~sha la la la~