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i have no idea to use wat word to describe how i feel tis days...feeling down?
last sat got to noe a poly coursemate of mine past away in a bike accident.
she struggled for abt a day n died from brain damage...
thou i dunno her, i juz feel... sad. loss.
she's juz so young. early 20s only.
she hasnt got married.
hasnt got kids.
hasnt enjoyed her life enuff.
n now she's gone.
juz lyk tt...
life is juz so vulnerable.
i really wonder how is her family n close frens gonna take it.
when tis is a period of joyous festive season..
why does tis gotta happen?..why...
b4 i got tis news i tot i am depressed enuff from some other stuff.
after knowing wat happended to her, my sadness is really nth compared to her family...
hope her family can get over it soon. thou its hard to accept the fact...she's gone...
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its juz feb of 2006 n i've been 'losing things ' and greeted by alot of bad news.
baobei gng aussie, more frens gng overseas to study,
bad news of earthquake. accidents. injuries. deaths...
its still 10 more mths to end of 2006... pls.. let tis b enuff.
thou losing things is meant to b part of growing up, i really dunno if i can take it...
sighz...
tis days. no amt of sigh can let me feel relieved animore...
sighz...
emptiness is juz to much to be digested now.
its emptiness, not loneliness...
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